Louisboy

Santa, that's my only wish this year.

2009-12-21T02:37:13Z

Thank goodness I am covered by leave, work, leave, public hol, weekend, weekend, weekend, leave, work, leave, leave, public holiday, weekend, weekend for the rest of the year. It has been nothing but excruciating to work work work like a slogged cow for the... you know what.

But the weird part is whenever I go on leave, I will find myself stranded with nothing to do at home- other than the internet which is utterly boring. Such mundane life of visiting Granny in the temple, swimming, rollerblading and shopping, okay, it's way better to be in camp slogging for the... you know what again.

Back to the topic, my only wish this year is that granny will be happy wherever she is, and may she bless all who misses her so badly.

Plastic surgery.

2009-12-20T15:06:42Z

If i can go for comestic surgery, the photos below will be my 1st 2 choices. HAHA.

Yes, I want this drug addict, fair, pale sickly vampire edward cullen look. HAHA.

Morbid, yet real.

2009-12-11T23:02:36Z

Hey Grandma, it's me again, i kept looking around to see your face. I wish i could see you grandma. i just need to know that your still around. There are so many days where i wish i could just give you a hug and hear you say its gonna be OK. I love you so much, and i wish i had more time with you. But I don't know when. will I be able to run into your arms and give u a big hug and hear you say my name again.

I reached the temple, gasping for breathe, it was a short moment of subtle catharsis in the cab. Who would knew that buying a popiah would be so hard, that I took so long to get it for Grandma, and buying for a Grandma after she has gone away to a far away place. It is utterly different, heartwenching but yet not impossible. I reached there, the place was closed. Uncontrolably, the tears welled and rolled down as I wish I could be earlier, earlier than today, earlier than Grandma's death, earlier than everything. I was completely overwhelmed by remorse, I was breaking down and breaking apart. But somehow, I manage to get in to pass her this 2 pieces of her favourite Popiah from her favourite store.

I didn't feel any better. She was gone. No more chances to walk her around, no more chances to hold her hand, and no more chance to see her and make sure that she's okay.

louisboy @ 2009-12-11T23:47:00

2009-12-11T15:47:51Z

Where you are is the right place for me.
Chapter 3, p.69

You’re the very best part of my life.
Chapter 3, p.69

I don’t care! You can have my soul. I don’t want it without you—it’s yours already!
Chapter 3, p.69

You… don’t… want me?
Chapter 3, p.69

louisboy @ 2009-12-11T11:27:00

2009-12-11T03:27:39Z

louisboy @ 2009-12-11T11:23:00

2009-12-11T03:23:14Z

I love you, and the impossibility of us being happily ever after.

Dreaming of a white christmas...

2009-12-07T13:43:59Z

"Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal. "

Facing your emotions is like putting your head into the lion's mouth. It is just so dangerously... easy. Just like how I can live without friends.

Maybe I didn't mention this before, I don't believe in living with regrets but I cannot help feeling any more remorseful.

The night before my grandma passed, it crossed my mind to stayover with her, to hold her hand as she slept and be there just for her.

But I didn't.

I stayed home because I was slightly feeling under the weather and I never got the chance to get better since.

There's a void in every single dinner we have together now. We try not to mention about it, but for every second passes we all know that she's at the back of our minds. She is still livings within us.

Not for me, for me she lives out here in this world with me. She's somewhere out there. My cute, bubbly, adorable granny is still here.

louisboy @ 2009-12-07T21:29:00

2009-12-07T13:29:31Z

wah i cannot tahan this photo its so erm EEE.

and what's worst it's all over her twitter cause she twits like damn alot.

louisboy @ 2009-12-06T23:44:00

2009-12-06T15:44:31Z

Hey Grandma, it's me again, I kept looking around to see your face. I wish I could see you grandma. I just need to know that you're still around. There are so many days where I wish I could just give you a hug and hear you say that it's gonna be okay. I love you so much, and I wish I had more time with you. But I don't know when will I be able to run into your arms and give you a big hug and hear you say my name again...

Grandson,
Louis

Twilight slave.

2009-11-29T16:44:53Z

louisboy @ 2009-11-29T11:50:00

2009-11-29T03:51:01Z

The equation of love... In twilight. It's a charming romantic series or movie when it questions the deepest dynamics of love - ranges from the question of forever, the constant of change, and when love meets death or the living dead. The enigmatic mortal and vampire love is a the zenith of all love stories. Personally, I like it alot and its inspiring me to have a vampire theme christmas party. Like all the other twilight fans, I'm shamelessly in love with Edward Cullen and Bella Swan as they displayed the purest form of love no matter how complicating their love could be, the ultimate purest comes form the simplicity within the complications. I am now motivated enough to get my hands on a set of twilight books to read and indulge in this fantasy, another alternative reality.

louisboy @ 2009-11-20T22:47:00

2009-11-20T14:47:04Z

I am not their favourite grandson, but they will always be my only pair of grandparents figure in my entire life.

louisboy @ 2009-11-19T19:59:00

2009-11-19T11:59:24Z

I saw her coffin went into the cremation box. I saw it. But it feels that she isn't gone. I miss her alot, and I still see her in places she used to be in. I still see her around. I miss you Ah Ma. Come back. Come back home, Ah Ma.

Where did you go?

2009-11-19T08:22:40Z

My grandma is not dead. She didn't pass away. Where is she...

louisboy @ 2009-11-13T00:33:00

2009-11-12T16:37:25Z

17 year old Justin meets 30 year old Brian.

Sometimes

2009-11-08T13:28:42Z

Somedays you wake up, and you know what, you don't want to live forever.

Birthday Greetings.

2009-11-07T03:33:53Z

Thank you

Mommy
Daddy
Aunt Chris
Aunt Linda
Uncle Lawrence
Danny
Shanwen
Amanda
Eelen
Gary
Yin Yin
Yi Lin
Lipeng
Jonnie
Derran
Wei Jie
Alexis
OC Sir
Chin Hong
Wilson
Belle
Nigel
Lionel
Amellia
Shiyun
Fairul
Jaryl
Edwin
Fiona
Raynar
Suresh
Daniel Chan
Rhyss
Edwin
Kai Keat
Belinda
Darius
Aaron
Peiru
Bjorn
Jed
Veronica Lim
Sophina
Matthew
Lisian
Soh Hwee
Robin
Cloudy
Betty
Ikay
Jiten
Addie
Yuwen
Lowyon
Yen Pei
Hafiz
Shaun
Cisca
Nicole
Cheryn
Jianming
Timothy Channelnewsasia haha
Debra
Jonathan Phay
Titus
Kenny
Carrie
Yukai
Farouk
Shuzhen
Teresa
Ying Ling
Yong Quan
Zhiyi
Zul
Cedric
Jevon
Andrew
Affizul
Xian Wei
Shoba
Sze Li
Elina
Joey
Yiming
August
Siti
William
Ashley Faith
Winston
Winner
Jaidev
Calvin
The Admin Branch Guys
The Training Branch Guys

萧煌奇 - 阿嬷的话

2009-11-07T03:03:21Z

在细汉的时阵阮阿嬷对我尚好
甲尚好的东西拢会留乎我
伊嘛定定带我去幼稚园看人在七桃
看人在办公伙儿看人在觅相找

伊定定跟阮说叫阮着要好好仔读册
呒通大汉像恁老爸仔彼呢啊狼狈ㄛ
在彼个时阵阮拢听拢呒
阿嬷你到底是在讲什么
大汉了后才知影阿嬷的话
我会甲永远永远放块心肝底

想到一步一步的过去
定定拢会乎人真难忘
时间一分一秒块过去
在阮的心内定定拢会想到伊

阿嬷你今嘛在叨位
阮在叫你你甘有听到
阮的认真甲阮的成功你甘有看到
阮在叫你你知影没

阿嬷你今嘛过的好么
甘有人块甲你照顾
希望后世人阮搁会冻来乎你疼
作你永远的孙仔
搁叫你一声阿嬷

louisboy @ 2009-11-06T10:47:00

2009-11-06T02:51:23Z

Now what a lousy grandson I am, I kept... procrastinating.

louisboy @ 2009-11-06T01:55:00

2009-11-05T17:56:49Z

Grandma woke up on my birthday with a stroke, the 2nd one this year, and it's worse than the first time.

Will head down to see here. Mom was right, everyone was not in a good mood, and she was right.... cannot cry during birthday.

louisboy @ 2009-11-05T17:24:00

2009-11-05T09:25:24Z

Could use a tumbler from starbucks.
Ben Shermans.
Roller skates bag.
Sneakers

louisboy @ 2009-11-05T14:21:00

2009-11-05T06:23:49Z

Dear Daddy,

You could just buy me a new com, or give me a new detachable hard drive with many many many GB. I would really need that.

Regards,
LOUISBOY

Dear Mommy,

You could just start buying clothes from BEN SHERMANS instead of the sports shops like fila, nike, adidus etc. In case you hadn't realised. My whole closet are from those shops.

Regards,
LOUISBOY

Happy birthday to me.

2009-11-05T04:36:33Z

Yeah,
Happy birthday to me.
My Mommy say no crying.

可惜不是你

2009-11-03T09:05:13Z

louisboy @ 2009-11-01T15:56:00

2009-11-01T07:56:54Z

not going for special term already